When your so fucked up, when you can't seem to want to wake up, when your so fucking confused - when your in so much agony of pain - You know its life your facing. The shitty pain your deep in hurts so much, its a depression - one which is so hard to wake up from. Your wondering whats the point of contiuning, because clearly everything is screwed. They tell you to hold on, something good will come - but what? how the fuck do they know? how the fuck do they know that something good will come, when the pain is only getting worse? your seeking a light, your seeking something to wake you up from this almost drunken state, but you can't see it. I know I'll be stronger when I'll wake up from this , I'll be a new person.
But when? and how, if I can't fuckin wake up?
I don't know if help is what I need, or just a good hug - or maybe just cry it all out, or shout it.
Im choosing to write it, even though I know it doesn't even make a shit load of sense.
I look around me, and see how easily life can be lived - why the fuck isn't it as easy for me?
Or maybe we're the ones making our bullshity problems. I don't know anymore. I can't see reason anymore.
* P.S don't doubt the power of music, its something strong - it keeps me going through the agony of day*
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