It's hard to breath with no air

In the mindset of things, in the way we elvaluate -
the way we expect the unexpect.
I lost tears when I lost my friend,
I lose tears when I lose my friend,
I will lose tears when I will lose my friend.
Whatever phase, whatever reflection of my life -
the moment I smile, I search her eyes
The eyes that won't be there to shine along my silly jokes
The momeny my heart will search for her
and find nothing
is the moment ill realise she's gone
When her laughter won't join mine,
when her hugs won't be there
When eveything will be need to reset, a new page -
because of her.
For love comes in many forms,
but its purist is friendship.
I thought its silly, almost imature to believe in such a concept -
But I fell. I believed.
Im not religious nor hopeful,
But I somehow had faith and hope and believe in this friendship
the end seems far away, yet is near
the end to a start
the stars shine and my tears drop
the moments we had, the moments we will miss
I know that you'll accompany me through life and your fingertip will be left,
as they say,
'its the traces of memory that keeps you living and breathing'