Self-less or not, Painful or heartful

Theres nothing worse then seeing the ones you love cry.
I could cry myself, I could pity myself, I could feel all the emotional pain I can,
but its simply too much to see the ones you love so much, so weak.
A mother's tear, a father's pained face, a sister's weak heart.
I am not selfless, I think I am rather egoistical and selfabsorbed
But I prefer if forever may I be hurt then for them to ever have a tear.

There's some things which I will never understand, some things life hides or things my eyes are too weak, to human to see. I cannot truely see what others think or feel towards me, and that is something which sometimes I regret so much, because it causes me so much trouble. When others feel something towards me so obvious that I ignore or perhaps not see, I feel like hitting myself. Why cannot I not open my eyes, why cannot I not think of somebody else then me?
Look around for once. Cliche or no, just open your eyes and truely for once see.