How Good Is It To Write?

Sometimes I think life is always about calculating - not just in the mathetmatical course.
Like > ' whats the point of you doing art if you don't want a job with it?', ' do you want a job with arts? are you sure? you don't get paid that well'
Look, I know we all look towards great jobs with a lot of cash, but that's seriously NOT FUCKING EVERYTHING IN LIFE.  Can't I have a hobby without it being my future job? I don't think I'll be an artist, I am not THAT good, but I find something so releasing in my art - why can't I just do it because I enjoy it?
Having a job is important, of course I will not effin deny it. BUT its not everything.
Theres so many things I could be that its scary. How can I possibly chose? theres so much pleasure in everything and theres so many things I want to discover... So for now, thats what Im gonna do. Discover. Explore. I have a good 4 years or so of having to do so, of enjoying it so do not mess it up for me. Let me live, let me see things I won't have time to - let me just enjoy my young body and soul and freeless responsibilties.

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Sigh. NEW MOON IS CMING OUT BASTARDS!!! *cheers from a pedo guy whos probably the only one following this blog.. oh wait, he unfollowed me. whatever ill get his tweeter so he can follow me back*
Sorry I am being so random, but that's the fun of blogging, right?
no? well...that's just me, then.
--- Kelly Pattinson =))) *dream on, bitch, dream on*