transformation of an angel (fyi these make no sense)(or does it? the idea of eating disorders emerged here)

Pain, it's all she could understand

Her eyes watered, her eyes cried;

Her soul shattered into a million skies.

Needles pricked the inside of her skin;

Thousands and thousands

Trying to escape her skin. 

She felt blood, she saw red;

She could feel glass under her legs.

Screaming, shouting in pain;

She was craving ecstasy, the lost of this pain;

Her bones emerged from the inside of her shoulders,

and grew and grew

Till no bones were left, 

Till the skin stretched thin.

There was nothing left, 

Nothing left of her skin.

There was nothing left,

Nothing left,

Except for her wings. 

Poem

Lost, eternal world;
Lost to grow, lost to learn;

Lost, eternal world,
The world moves and the stars shine,
but I have no idea
where I am

Lost, eternal world;
Where can I go? What can I do?
No chance, no clue;
No river or humming blues.

Lost, eternal world;
even the words on this page
make no sense.