What are dreams? There isnt an accurate answer, but to me they are a poetion of truth you will never admit to yourself.
I fell in love, and I was heartbroken in several dreams. FEeling it through dreams felt so.. raw. pure. nothing ohyaical or anything getting in the way of emotion, and that emotion was my entire world. it hurt. im but a child thats barely starting to comprehend these emotions and it..it can be an overload. i sometimes get lost in the sorrow, in the dream.
sometimes i cry, and wonder why.
hehe.rhymed there.
god sometimes i say such bullshit someones bound to be allergic because of me.
Fuck.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Friday, November 4, 2011
Online world
BLOGITY!
It is I, your owner! I have returned from a long, tiring trip, the required my full strength and mental capacity.MATH HW.
sigh. ivr missed you, bloggy. worlds empty without words, right?
Lifes very demanding of me right now. Or, more like school. Studies, sleep, hw, study, tv show..and missing a certain someone. Not to mwntion dealing with the whole teenage thing, which intself is a bigger demand. Im finding myself batlling between the unease and anger and happiness and accomplishment. The balance is not there, but maybe thats what makes being a teenager hard. I feel somewhat lonely, but my studies dont give me time to think of it. I fins myself happy that soon this will all be behind me, but on the otger hand, it will be a memory that is such a grant part of me that i dnt know if ill be able to cope with the memory not being..well.. reality. I think I am. I am tred...and confused as you can tell.
The whole missing thing hurts, and thw wounds still feel fresh, but i adapt as well as i can. right now, what matters is leaving with good results and just carrying on with my life. Ive done my deed, ive learned all i could from here, but its time for me to develope as a person in a different way.
Lifes a challenge, but what do you say to thT?
CHALLENGE ACCE...wut?
tired. tiirrrred
It is I, your owner! I have returned from a long, tiring trip, the required my full strength and mental capacity.MATH HW.
sigh. ivr missed you, bloggy. worlds empty without words, right?
Lifes very demanding of me right now. Or, more like school. Studies, sleep, hw, study, tv show..and missing a certain someone. Not to mwntion dealing with the whole teenage thing, which intself is a bigger demand. Im finding myself batlling between the unease and anger and happiness and accomplishment. The balance is not there, but maybe thats what makes being a teenager hard. I feel somewhat lonely, but my studies dont give me time to think of it. I fins myself happy that soon this will all be behind me, but on the otger hand, it will be a memory that is such a grant part of me that i dnt know if ill be able to cope with the memory not being..well.. reality. I think I am. I am tred...and confused as you can tell.
The whole missing thing hurts, and thw wounds still feel fresh, but i adapt as well as i can. right now, what matters is leaving with good results and just carrying on with my life. Ive done my deed, ive learned all i could from here, but its time for me to develope as a person in a different way.
Lifes a challenge, but what do you say to thT?
CHALLENGE ACCE...wut?
tired. tiirrrred
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